I woke up this morning excited about making paper collages at work, and I realized I'm not ready to give up my open-ended exploration of making-creative-stuff-in-dire-mental-circumstances and replace it with writing a book.
I did get excited at the idea of a book: yesterday afternoon I looked into the possible topic--garbage! (a fitting follow up to toilets). Fascinating stuff--it triggers the same weird pleasure center as reading post-apocalyptic fiction, probably because the scenarios are much the same:
we're killing ourselves, but a scraggly band of clever people are figuring out ways to make cute, animated trash compactors!
Oh, pang. Writing about garbage, I could write about Wall-E...
Well, I can write about Wall-E here, if I want.
The thing is, when I took this Activities job, I decided to look at it as a year-long internship.
It's only been five and a half months, and I can tell within myself I'm nowhere near done learning whatever there is to learn--about brains and art and humans ...including me!
I still don't know how to make collages out of colored tissue paper.
So, that's today.
Art (right) by Gale Kaseguma.
I did get excited at the idea of a book: yesterday afternoon I looked into the possible topic--garbage! (a fitting follow up to toilets). Fascinating stuff--it triggers the same weird pleasure center as reading post-apocalyptic fiction, probably because the scenarios are much the same:
we're killing ourselves, but a scraggly band of clever people are figuring out ways to make cute, animated trash compactors!
Oh, pang. Writing about garbage, I could write about Wall-E...
Well, I can write about Wall-E here, if I want.
The thing is, when I took this Activities job, I decided to look at it as a year-long internship.
It's only been five and a half months, and I can tell within myself I'm nowhere near done learning whatever there is to learn--about brains and art and humans ...including me!
I still don't know how to make collages out of colored tissue paper.
So, that's today.
Art (right) by Gale Kaseguma.
Art - perhaps more than love - conquers all!
ReplyDeleteThe tone of your post this morning says it all, Fresca - light-hearted, happy and excited. Good for you!
Thanks for that reflection, Crow!
ReplyDeleteIn fact, I would choose the act of creation over love (though of course they can be the same sometimes).
Love that way of thinking about the job! Or much of anything!
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